I'm so cold.
I know I'm cold for a reason. I'm cold because I don't deserve to be warm. I'm colder than I've ever been, and the winter seems like a furnace around me.
Each time a snowflake drifts down from the gray and lands on my bare, bloody skin, it sizzles and blisters me.
But I don't disturb the tranquility. I lie there, unmoving, unresponsive.
They seem so peaceful, those burning white flakes, silently covering every inch. I see one, and then two, and then five, and then five thousand.
They blanket me in silence.
I do not protest.
I must merit this fiery hell.
Soon enough, I will be covered in white. The winter will blanket my body and my blood and my sins, and nobody will be able to see me for the insignificant creature I must be.
I'll be hidden from all that has been done, and I pray that all that has been done will be hidden from me.
I know I'm cold for a reason. I'm cold because I don't deserve to be warm. I'm colder than I've ever been, and the winter seems like a furnace around me.
Each time a snowflake drifts down from the gray and lands on my bare, bloody skin, it sizzles and blisters me.
But I don't disturb the tranquility. I lie there, unmoving, unresponsive.
They seem so peaceful, those burning white flakes, silently covering every inch. I see one, and then two, and then five, and then five thousand.
They blanket me in silence.
I do not protest.
I must merit this fiery hell.
Soon enough, I will be covered in white. The winter will blanket my body and my blood and my sins, and nobody will be able to see me for the insignificant creature I must be.
I'll be hidden from all that has been done, and I pray that all that has been done will be hidden from me.
Boiling snow...a frighteningly assassinating concept. Although, I wonder what the litany of sins were.
ReplyDeleteI'm sure the sins were dreadful, to earn such a dreadful, frozen invisibility.
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